~Take off the breaks~

Waaaaargh!! I'm so dang tired today! Huhuhuuu~~ Went to work... home... work again... and I felt like travelling extremely far today. Haaathhooooiii~~~


Why the title? Hahaha I just love the tune~ so catchy and cute^w^ whee wheee~~


Hmm...my life? Pretty unorganize I guess... In a few weeks more I gonna have my convocation but my friends said that it's not confirmed yet. Oh well... need to pay RM200 btw... hatthoooii... Ah talk about money my parents want me to buy a car under my name... Haathhooooiii!!! And they want me to buy Honda City... sighs...


Uhuhuhu~~ My dear hunny bunchiesh is having flu now... alololoor~~ Poor him... Wish he'll be ok soon... But hey! He's the MAN rite^^ hehehe!


Gaming life~~

Wheee~~ Iris Online!! Me use Hiira and Areth! XD!! Just started~~ Hiira as Ranger and Areth as Mage~ huhuhu~!!!


Ok guuuys~!! Need to go now~~ Cyaaaz~!

Already Taken~!

Gooood mornin peepz~! Assalamualaikum too^w^ hahaha!! What a cheerful mornin to start my day. Oh well I got this tummy pain since last nite anyway~ haha!

I'm teaching my lil sis English rite now... She's using kind of lousy exercise book at first, then I ask her to change exercise book and now she's doing grammar. Talk about work I'm soooo damn lazy to finish it....huuu but anyhow I just hafta finish it no matter what by tomorrow~! Aaaa!! Need to print and key in loootsa data! >

Hahaha!! I'm listenin to a Step Up 3D ost now... and it's This Girl song. I put that song as my caller ringtone and my dear Alif really jealous cuz he wants it too! hehehe! Muacks~! Owh~ Talk about Alif I know he'll be fine there in Malacca... since I found that finding a job there is kinda easy. Yesterday I heard that he's applying for the kitchen job in this one cafe. And if he's willing to work at night then hopefully he can work at the hotel nearby his house. So that his salary would be enough for his expenses and savings. I pray so much for it! (>___<)


Yesterday Alif, Lina and Lina's hubby went for a walk in Malacca. They asked me to come down there but problem is....haizz... u noe lah how is my family... Going out with frenz is like a no no for me... So I don't think I'd be able to go out and see them by this week. Sniffs....

Hmm... gaming life? Huhuhuuu~~ See me in Highstreet5 Malaysia server with this character = ｼﾞﾗ

♡よろしくおねがいします～！＾ｗ＾あたしのなおはｼﾞﾗです♥

Hoho!! BAD DREAM+SWEET DREAM?!! Hahahaa! Last nite I dreamt me, Alif and my ex were on the same night cruise. Both Alif and my ex were bringing their family along. What I don't like is I was hugging and talking with my ex but not with Alif?!!! Uuuuurgh.... aaanyway... That's not important rite? What's important is the reality I'm in~~ People say that it should work the other way around in reality. Wheeee~~ XD!!



Okaaaylah~~ See You Guys Next Time~! Muacks Muacks Muacks~!! Love you! 

Be strong!

Hey... Hahaha... It's been a while huh? Hmmm... How's life now? Quite okay... well... lotsa things to think. About work, about him, about me, about her, about them... bleghs... them is like so what... I have my own life now. Gaming? Is like so so... I'm waiting for March so that I can have my lil SHIRO to play games with ease...


Lately so many people keep on attacking me.... Don't think I wear tudung, a teacher and a LADY you can play around with me! I have fangs too ya noe! I can make u fall on your knees whenever however I want ok?! I don't need people to pity me maggots!


Bout my dear... I'm worried so much for him... How's he doing there in that new place? Has he gotten himself a job? I know we have to be patient and pray hard and believe too. I believe Allah will help us if we believe, pray, and work hard enough. Amin...


Anyway see ya later guys! Please leave comment or shout as much as you want~! Just please don't bash me! ehehe~

Never Happy?

Well yeah... My life is like a never happy ending kinda story... It's getting worse and worse every moment... I lost trust from my family, I lost my touch with my friends, I lost my love towards the opposite gender, I lost almost all the happiness I could have in this world...

 I keep on thinking what is it that I have to do to make my life better each day... I couldn't find it. I keep on asking myself who is that one person... my saviour... who one day will come and give me his hand and take me away to a different world where my heart can bloom...

My dearest friends... Whatever you have thought about me, doubts about me, or anger towards me, I hope you will forgive me... I know I am stupid... so stupid that everyone could do as they please to me... I'm sorry I can't be the way you want me to be... How much more you want me to show you my sincerity in everything?... Do you know how tired I am with this life? I beg you... please don't do this to me...

Ya Allah... I am not strong enough... Please give me strength to go through with this life... I have nobody beside me other than You... I am lonely... Ya Allah... 

LOLLIPOP LOLLIPOP~ xxx

Okay Ersa! Forget everything!! Forget it!! Forget it!! Don't be stupid!! Forget forget!! forget!! You can do it Ersa!! Start ur new life!! GANBATTEEE!! IKIMASUUYOOOO!! DEKIRU DAROUU?!! IKEIKEEEEEEEEEEE~!! HMPH!

~holyday~++>3<

Haiz... yah! Good Ersa! You've start you blog with a sigh... BANG HEAD!! I got alot of work to do but at last left this one final work to be done. However I feel soooo damn lazy to do it... sheesh not lazy. I just don have de mood le. I just fought with my mom bout my work... LAWLS!!... haiz... wth. I feel so stress today! Lucky we don have to send that 'ONE' assignment today! Luv you Mr Jam!

Okay... tok about frens... I think I'm ready to tok back to dyana. But not today! Stress is on the waaay~~ ugh... Hmm... Momo? Mushy? They are busy with fam. Haha! What can I do le~ ^_^;; nvm ba. I'm a little sad they are busy. All I can do is watch them from afar. I feel like wana cry saying all that. It's like I'm letting go of something so precious to me. Even though I have my didi, mei, and other friends around me... hahaha I better don't say it here... keep it to myself. Mushy you remember what I said to you last time? I told you I got something to say but I intend to keep it a secret until it's time? I feel like... We're more more and more further away... Whatever happen guys, I will always love you ^w^!

Omelete? Hahaha! I still love you baby! Nobody can take my Poems away from me! MUAHAHAHA!! Omelete less busy lately and that's goood~! hehehe! btw I'm looking forward to my holiday! YAY!! XD!! DECEMBER BABY!!

Clouds here in IPG... it relieves my stress a bit...


My lappy...

>>OmeletexOrange<< ++ Part One ++

Aww shy lee~~ nyahahaXD!! Love u Omelete baby!