Well yeah... My life is like a never happy ending kinda story... It's getting worse and worse every moment... I lost trust from my family, I lost my touch with my friends, I lost my love towards the opposite gender, I lost almost all the happiness I could have in this world...
I keep on thinking what is it that I have to do to make my life better each day... I couldn't find it. I keep on asking myself who is that one person... my saviour... who one day will come and give me his hand and take me away to a different world where my heart can bloom...
My dearest friends... Whatever you have thought about me, doubts about me, or anger towards me, I hope you will forgive me... I know I am stupid... so stupid that everyone could do as they please to me... I'm sorry I can't be the way you want me to be... How much more you want me to show you my sincerity in everything?... Do you know how tired I am with this life? I beg you... please don't do this to me...
Ya Allah... I am not strong enough... Please give me strength to go through with this life... I have nobody beside me other than You... I am lonely... Ya Allah...
