Tuesday, October 27, 2009

First Love~

Love? I've felt it before for the first time when i was in Matriculation programme, 18 years old i guess. However the love wasn't returned. In fact he even forgotten me. Don't even remember my name. I was so sad and hurt. In my 27 years of life I never had any relationship with anyone. Firstly cuz i was raised by a strict family. I can't be friend with boys or talk with them and I was only allowed to have one after I have graduated.

I graduated, I don't know how to talk with guys, I mean how to flirt or anything. Don't even talk or walk or act all girly like others can. So they all treat me like some kind of boy or kid. I don't like wear dress and all. Blegh...

Until I played audi last year, then i started to have relationship with ppl in there. All my ex bfs are Japanese. I hurt so much. First time ever i cried for a guy. Then I got a crush on some guy from that game. A very nice guy. I confessed to him one day he rejected me nicely. Now me and him are still friends.

I played AudiSEA. Then I met quite a few nice ppl. One of them is Omelette. I got a crush on him after that. However i found out he's a married guy with a 2 yr old son. But recently he keep on flirting me. I like him a lot! And yet he still doing it. OMG! Yesterday is the happiest day of my life. He called me dear and he treat me nicely. He always be there for me wenever i needed someone. Now he is my baby and the Omelette I deeply love in the internet! ^w^! I LOVE YOU OMELETTE BABY~!

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